I get up early. Most days my alarm is set for 4:30am. Ok, not always. Sometimes I sleep in to 5:30am. I like mornings. I am a morning person. I grind my coffee and step outside for a second to breath in the morning air. Mornings are peaceful. The world is still. The house is quiet. All the boys are sleeping. I pop in a CD and I get a click’n-clack’n on the keyboard. My brain thinks clearly and I feel like I can conquer the world. Kinda. This is when I answer emails and prepare for the day. My goal is to get through the emails before I hear baby Corde talking. (He is almost one!) Sometimes it happens. Sometimes it doesn’t. Such is life. Me and mornings get along well.
On another note, I have been thinking… all I really have is this moment. This second in time. SO, I will choose to live in the moment. Live for today. Live with my heart. Not let fear and uncertainty keep me from walking forward. I want to go for it. To pause and breath. To see the beauty in each moment. What does that mean? I don’t know. I just know it is hammering inside my chest. I am ready. I am ready to give my hand to God…and say, ‘I am ready, now. Thanks for your patience. Let’s go. Once again, I am ready to trust you.’ =)